Sejauh apa kamu Ardi? and little of my love story

Selama 2009 entry blog terakhirku (meskipun kagak keurus sama sekali one damn bit) many things happen,. meskipun kerjaan aku cuma browsing gak jelas,. kuliah,. pulang ke kosan,. nonton film menegangkan, makan, tidur, minum, nafas,.mandi, ke wc,.
Tapi,. hidup pribadi  aku,. love-life aku pgn share di dunia mulan ini biarpun ane tau kagak bakalan ada yang lyat,.
2009,. lancar,. lot's of love from her,. kiss,. hug,. stare each other,. biting each other,. ,. okay that's enough -_-
2010,. Januari-September,. lancar sampe dya kerja di sebuah pabrik terkutuk di daerah jawa barat (ane gak disebutin ntar ane dituntut kayak priya,. eh prita,.),.
n long story short dya selingkuh saudara2,. dengan Pria yang lebih tua,. lebih jelek,. lebih ancur,. dibandingin gua yang ganteng bgt,. tapi kere',. hahaha,.

tapi ane bukan kere,man,. cz. aku makan enak, tidur nyenyak,. kuliah lancar,. udud ngebul tyap hari,. jadi tuh masi proses man,. ane belom mateng,. karena memang cewe tuh semuanya cari aman men,. (gua gak lagi men)

berhubung pepatah mengatakan no pic=hoax,.  ane masukin betapa nistanya kejadian yang gua alami,.

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just a scrap of my heart,.

i'm always feelin alone,.(i know i'm not alone,. i have beautiful family and friends)
i want a girlfriend,. i want somebody to hug me,. cheer me up when i cry,. say she love me,. she love me in every way,. always treat me with kindness and love,.

i'm tired,.
tired of smiling,. act like a fool,. trying to hide all my sadness and sorrow,.
hey,. is there  woman out there,. the "one" for me,.
who's beautiful,. adorable,. cute,. the "one" i want,.

i want a woman that i want,.

i can't just accept somebody if i don't like her,. it only hurt her feelings,.

Thank you God,. for all the love you gave me,.,.
i'm sorry for saying all of this,.
i'm just,. being a human,. i'm so sorry,.