just a scrap of my heart,.

i'm always feelin alone,.(i know i'm not alone,. i have beautiful family and friends)
i want a girlfriend,. i want somebody to hug me,. cheer me up when i cry,. say she love me,. she love me in every way,. always treat me with kindness and love,.

i'm tired,.
tired of smiling,. act like a fool,. trying to hide all my sadness and sorrow,.
hey,. is there  woman out there,. the "one" for me,.
who's beautiful,. adorable,. cute,. the "one" i want,.

i want a woman that i want,.

i can't just accept somebody if i don't like her,. it only hurt her feelings,.

Thank you God,. for all the love you gave me,.,.
i'm sorry for saying all of this,.
i'm just,. being a human,. i'm so sorry,.